Crystal Clear Poison

Eyes dripping crystal clear poison
Confused and searching
For something honest and true
That dagger
Glinting in the dark
Speaking out to my twisted side
Wanting to be used
I slid it blissfully across my wrist
And blood lathers the blade
Looking like true bloodshed had occurred
Directing and guiding
The dagger tells me where to go
What to do
I follow
I listen
It's true to me
It's nice to me
I go in the direction it demands
I find him
Smearing my bitter blood across his shocked expression
Before my lustful side over takes
Slits his throat
Reality snaps back through my insanity
Realize what I did
I realize
I can't handle it
I step into a bath and
Let my eyes pour the poison water around
Until it's over flowing
I go under
Slit my wrist to allow the poison to finish me off faster
And join the one whom I truly hate
But in reality love